My fursona, Pale Blue Dot. I chose my species to be "human" as I love humanity but struggle to identify with it. His features are exaggerated and inaccurate, similarly to how a rabbit anthro may have paw pads, or a feline may have a canine-esque muzzle.

🌈 Sapphic-achillean + Objectum + Acespec
it/that/thing, he/him/her, no they/them pleaseI am a fictive and sys-host. My main source is Ted(I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream), as well as Indoril Nerevar/The Nerevarine(TES: Morrowind).

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I'm nonbinary, genderfluid, and bigender. Some days I'm both a man and a woman, other days I'm neither, but I'm never one or the other. I identify more with the term "transsexual" over "transgender". I have partners who are objects, I might post about them from time to time.I dislike and avoid fandoms, and tend to get along terribly with people in them. I block very liberally to curate the best, stress-free experience for myself. Don't take it personally. If you've bought an item or design from me and later find you are blocked, you are still free to show it off. I don't mind.My main special interests are The Elder Scrolls(especially Morrowind and Skyrim), Fallout(All games + Prime. FO1 is my favorite), Poppy Playtime, I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream(short story & radio drama. I only like the game visually), Gametoons(AUL & PPTL) and The Backrooms. I also really like BG3, The Walten Files, and Don't Feed The Muse/Happy Meat Farms(ARG).My favorite movies are Fantastic Planet, Nope(2022), The Truman Show, 2001: A Space Odyssey, Black Christmas(1974), Iron Lung, Phantom of the Paradise, and Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974).I mostly listen to The Paper Chase, TMBG, Pink Floyd, Machinery of the Human Heart, Will Wood(WWATTW), Thoushaltnot/Seeming, Man Man, World / Inferno Friendship Society, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, Of Montreal, and Oingo Boingo. I'm always looking for new music recommendations...

If you have had history with us in the past(either positive or negative) and wish to contact me, please keep in mind I am very likely not the same person you knew, and may struggle to or outright not remember you. Be patient, please.

Before You Follow!

My stories are often very mature(violence, sexual content/imagery, swearing, etc), and I will occasionally post suggestive or NSFW jokes, as well as artistic nudity. On Toyhouse, all outright NSFW content is hidden and properly tagged, you may ask for authorization to view it. Characters I believe to be too inherently NSFW are mature locked.
Because of the nature of my stories, please only follow if you are 18+. However, you may still interact for business inquiries, such as offering on characters/adoptables. I don't want to be friends with anyone under 18, so please don't try and be overly-friendly with me, I find it very uncomfortable.Many of my designs feature extreme body horror, or medical themes. I do not censor/tag/spoil animals(including bugs), clowns, healed scars, teeth, minor injuries or organs(on their own - not gore).

Do Not Interact!

I do not want to interact with self identifying "proshippers" OR "antis". I think you're both weird and annoying. This includes "secret" proshippers, or people who may keep it to a dedicated account. Never interact with me.Do not interact if you frequently post meaningless discourse, especially "yumeship" drama or LGBT/Pride discourse. I do not want to interact with soulbounders as I have only had extremely negative interactions with that community, and find it to be harmful.
I support and identify with good-faith labels(gaybian/fagdyke). I don't care about kink discourse - If its not incestuous, between consenting adults, doesn't hurt kids(this includes DDLG/cub and anything of the sort) or involve anything resembling real-world animals I Don't Care.I stand with Palestine. Obviously, do not follow me if you are a bigot of any sort, and this includes centrists.I don't want to interact with endogenic "systems".I enjoy closed species spaces and participate in them frequently, and have owned my own CS in the past. Do not follow me if you see no problem with "offbranding". This is a form of art theft and hardly better than AI art to me(save for the environmental impact). Many CS artists are disabled(including myself) and find it a more steady source of income, and it's extremely selfish to "steal" their designs and ideas out of spite.

Some of my F/Os are evil, and I do not condone, romanticize or sexualize those aspects of them - but I also do not remove or ignore them. Selfshipping is another way for me to engage with characters I find interesting, and an excuse to explore another side of them.Most of my selfships are "OC x canon", so while I identify more with "yumeshipper" as a label, I tend to avoid calling myself that, as I really dislike the yumeship community in general. Most of my S/Is are just OCs that I project through, but I do have a few "canon x canon" selfships, mostly when I heavily relate to a canon character and feel no need to make an S/I. Some characters I prefer to just be drawn with Pale Blue Dot.All of my emoji combos are what I believe to fit the characters/stories, while also being aesthetically pleasing, but not on-the-nose. If they happen to be an emoji combo for something else, I had no idea, and I do not associate with whatever it is(be it a fandom tag, ship combo, or something else). Let me know, so I know if I should change it. Though I tend to disagree with letting evil people "claim" combos, I also don't want any misunderstandings.

Fictional Others

To the left are probably the characters I think about most, and are very important to me, even if I don't say much about them in public. They mean the world to me. I am extremely nonsharing, as I just don't trust the fandoms with them anymore and don't want to see mischaracterization - I feel similarly with the characters to the right, who are also very important to me but I simply focus on less... Doubles are fine if I interact first.

I am sharing with the characters below. I enjoy to play toys with them, likely especially playing with their dynamics with my S/Is. They could probably be considered "comfort characters".

kinlist.... though I don't "kin" much anymore. these are probably more "minor" sources of mine, but I don't care much to make that Distinction. all that matters is that they're very important to my identity, in some way...
vaguely ordered from most to least important

I see myself in them in some way or another... but I more or less kin these for fun

THERIAN

- humans
- gastropods
- domestic rabbits
- hognose snakes
- ball pythons
- horseshoe crabs

OTHERKIN

- dragons & sea monsters
- ampharos (PKMN)
- dunmer (the elder scrolls)
- partygoers (the backrooms)
- centaurs (fallout)
- fairies/small humanoids
- dratini, dragonair (PKMN)
- slimes/gelatinous cubes
- mimics (DnD)
- gigantamax lapras (PKMN)
- ghosts
- sentient houses
- beds(especially mimics)
- goodra(+ evos), latias, dragonite, hisuian lilligant (PKMN)